Family. My big sis. Cats >^..^< . To feel safe. My guys loving me more than I love them. Gratefulness (Gratitude is the memory of my heart. To speak gratitude is courteous & pleasant, to feel gratitude is generous and noble, but to share mutual gratitude is to touch Heaven). Loyalty (there can be no relationship without confidence, and no confidence without integrity & loyalty). People who stay true to their word. Respect. Softness. Sweetness. Tenderness. Smiles. Laugh. Freedom. Bravery. Challenges. To take control. Power. My Faith. Friendship (A true friend is the most precious of all possessions. We're all travelers in the wilderness of this world, the best we can find in our travels is an honest friend). Animals, and all other civilised creatures (this obviously excludes man, lol). Computers. Technology. Books (Reading is a basic tool in the living of a good life. A house is no home unless it contain food and fire for the mind as well as for the body. Books are the food for our minds). Poems. To write (A Writer needs calm, to be alone and uninterrupted!) Pink Colour. Clothes. High heels. Suits. Jewels. Money. Make up. Lipgloss. Elegant simplicity. Shopping. Getting my nails done. My cellphone. Music (New age, Gothic Rock, Gregorian etc..) Swim. Massages. Candles. A long bubble bath. The scent of flowers. Orchids. Roses. Wolves. Sitting in front of a fire on a cold winter day. Piercings. Rainbows. A sunlit horizon. Meadows. Sea and sand. Dusk in summer. The smell of rain. The newness of spring. The colours of autumn. Frost on fences and the virgin snow in winter. The breeze through trees. The heat of the sun in my face. The breeze on my back. The scent of the earth and the lighting after a thunder storm. The silence that comes with a downfall of snow. Watching the stars, and looking for shooting stars. Darkness. The movement of clouds. The earth from an aeroplane window. Shaved guys wearing Armani's suits (mmmm well wearing uniforms it's so exciting too, lol.) Hugs. Kisses. Cuddles. Being held.That people trust me and i'm known for my honesty. Pure hearted people. Warm hearted people. Tolerance. Patience. Understanding. Solving a dilemma. Reaching a goal. Paceful people. Watching the sun rise/set. Being nice. Being happy. Being remembered. Being adored. Being loved. Being admired. Inpirational People. Trips. Seeing someone i have not seen in years. People who take the time to teach me things. People who know what they're talking about. Intelligent Humor. Dreams. Concerts. Getting good news. Precious moments. 

Misogynist. Violent men. Tough men. Sadism. Intimidating men. Rape. Having been raped. Being termed a "slut" (I'm not a tease; I'm just a reminder of what you can't have!) Abuse of power. Whether it be phsyical, mental, sexual, emotional, or verbal. Obssesive Possessive men... ugh! They are extremely possessive. Whatever makes them so insecure as opposed to the manly image they like portray? Men switching  from charm to anger without warning & withdrawing  love, money, approval, or sex as punishment. When men think it's intimidating when a girl is cool with her sexuality. Destructive Relationships. Guys who just want sex. When I say "no", and a guy hears it as "try again tomorrow".... People who cannot take "NO" for an answer. Loneliness. Being sad. Being hurt.  Feeling alone. Fights. Wars. Crimes. Injustice. Fanatism. Intolerance. Indifference. Haters. Discrimination. Manipulation. Poverty. Complaints. Greed.  Satanism. Racism. Sarcam. Liars. Lawyers. Imperialism. Ignorance. Dishonest People. Smoking. Vodka. Thieves. Annoying People. Stupid People. Rudeness. Loud Sounds. Hypocrits. Negative people. Jealous people.  Prejudice. Arguing with my beloved ones. Lazy people. People who mistreat their pets. Or people who ignore their pets. I think people should treat their pets like members of the family. People who mistreat any sort of animal. People who act like they're better than everyone. If you think you're better than everyone, that's your business. Just don't act like it! (Next time you think you're perfect try walking on water!) People who don't like or disrespects my family, friends or God.  People who say they are going to do something & they never do it. People who think they know you but who don't have a clue who you really are. Sunday Morning Christians. You've seen them. They go to church and claim to be Christians, but ignore Christian principles and values the rest of the week. Christmas decoration. Birthdays. Frivolity. Little anorexic people.Traffic Jams. Being ill. Wake up early morning. Homework. Sweets - the "four C's" - Cake, Candy, Cookies, ice Cream. Garlic. Bugs. Especially spiders and bees.  Insensitive people, who refuse to attempt to understand. People who use people. Contempt prior investigation. People that exploit the good intentions of others.  Cheating in relationships. Betrayal. Two Faced People (You don't know who's a snake after they attack you. What to do to identify them? Because not all snakes rattle.) Rumors and gossip (Next time you criticise some one, put yourself in their shoes. Who gave you the right to talk about the way I am? For all the people that talk about me... I got one word for you...J*e*A*l*O*u*S*y). People that don't like me, why the hell do you talk to me? People that keep pushing me to talk about something i don't want to talk about.  Attemping to let go of the past, and not being able to. People imitating other people.  Frustration. The cold you feel when you've been awake for too long. When you finally fall asleep, and the phone rings, waking you up. When i'm talking to someone and there talking to someone else... i feel like i'am talking to the wall!! Nightmares. Schedule changes. Broken promises. Really looking forward to something, and hoping so much that your dreams will come true, only to have it all completely shatter. Mothers without love. Watches.

* How I'm:

Sweet. Naughty. Cheeky. Hot. Playful. Rebel. Funny. Expressive. Loyal. Serious. Generous. Passionate. Protective. True. Real.

I'm very pale and blonde for a Spanish, I don't need people constantly reminding me, I have plenty of mirrors in my house, thanks. 

If you're sensitive, don't ask me for my opinion or advice. You'll get the naked, brutal truth. You ask me, i'll tell you. I'll not pay a false compliment to gain a point or win an ally! It's beneath me to flatter.

I don't pay false compliments, ever. If I don't like something I just won't say anything, i'll keep it to myself, UNLESS you ask me, then I'll gladly tell you I don't like it, along with my reasons and suggestions. You can be weak and let my opinion hurt you or get to you, or instead you can just appreciate that someone's telling you their real opinion. But then again, why do you care what I think? Don't ask for someone's opinion on something if it ain't gona make a difference to your final decision anyway! You obviously like your idea better so "just be yourself and chill your beans." I never say sorry unless I really am, never ever! There's a few people who would be able to confirm that for you.

I'm a deep thinker, I think too much about everything. I'm really open minded, I try look at things from all points of view, which therefore makes me a considerate person. I hate arguing, but I love getting my point across to people. When people are arguing I jus watch, I really can't be bothered. I explain things in depth because I want to make sure people know exactly what I'm saying! I don't like swearing, but that don't mean that I don't. I dislike fake people, I know everyone says that, and everyone tries acting like they're real... but i REALLY AM.

However, I'm a nice person, I'm not a bitch in general, only if necessary, and that ain't very often.

People think I'm a bitch when they first meet me or see me because apparently I've evil eyes... People think i'am an angel at first sight because apparently i have angel hair and baby face and angel voice and i look like one ... and it shocks people when they realize what I'm really like. I am not easy to approach and I like it this way...''sometimes we put up walls, not to put people out, but to see who cares enough to knock them down''. Trust me, its better this way!

I keep a lot of things to myself, most things actually. I know how to bare secrets about people but I'm not one of those people who has to let someone KNOW that I know something about them…I know what I know and that's it. I jus keep things in mind when making future decisions concerning certain people. I love sitting back and observing situations, I'm aware of everything that goes on around me, trust me! I won't tell you if I see you trying it, so you think I didn't notice, but I SEE EVERYTHING. So basically, don't try and be sly around me because I'll clock you!

*Interest:

Humanitarian relief. Charity. Russia.  Human Rights.  Army.  Conscientious Objection (War will exist until that distant day when the concientious objector enjoys the same reputation and prestige that the warrior does today! I see severe collision between obligatory recruitment and religion freedom.)

*My way in life:

I try to live accord to the meaning of my name: Ruth = friendship, Noemi = pleasure. 

We all are connected to the world in which we live in some manner or the other. Injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere. What happens to the world far away of us may not immediately impact our lives, but would definitely in course of time. Since we all live and share the resources of the  world, we must contribute to the abundance, peace and welfare of the people in need. Peace can only last when human rights are respected, when the people are fed, and when individuals are free.
So if I can be a relief for anybody, I¡m always ready to try it. I feel very special doing my task: taking care of someone who's dying of hunger or cold or wounded. I would like to remove their pain, and to comfort those who have lost their loved ones.

When life gives me a hundred reasons to cry, i show life that i have a thousand reasons to smile.

*Love for me is:

"Lost Of Valuable Energy" but as we know, we couldn't destroy an energy totally so the "Lost Energy" turns to the greatest power of universe which can conquer anything, anyone!

*A family for me is:

Where secrets are kept, and dreams are slept, and love is the rock to stand on;

Where kisses are doled, and wishes are told, and hugs are warm places to land on;

Where happiness rules, and morals are schooled, and fun is a priority;

Where “I’m sorry” is heard, and “I can’t” are just words, and chores trade for sweet liberty;

Where fear is not frightful, and monsters, delightful;

Where nothing’s lost – everything’s gained.

Where comfort means leaning, and time has no meaning, and peace and serenity reign.

*Thoughts about life:

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who dont and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said that it'd be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.

*Fredoom for me is:

Freedom isn't merely the opportunity to do as one pleases; neither it's merely the opportunity to choose between set alternatives. Freedom is, first of all, the chance to formulate the available choices, to argue over them and then, the opportunity to choose.

*Hate for me is:

Hate is a feeling that boils with rage. Hate is a feeling you lose with age. Hate is a feeling that eats inside. Hate is a feeling we all should hide. Hate is the feeling we don't understand. Hate is the feeling of losing our stand. Hate is the feeling of a thing called fear. Hate is the feeling that hurts in here. Hate is a feeling that grows some more. Hate is a feeling, what good is it for? Hate is a feeling that you have too. Hate is a feeling I have for you.

*Fear for me is:

It's a reminder of mortality and tempers our actions from dangerous extremes.

*Education for me is:

And essential tool for quality improvement in life. Knowledge is a valuable treasury.

*The Secret of Success is:

Persistence + constancy of purpose

*Priorities for me are:

The core of who i'm. How i structure and prioritize my values will determine how i live my life.  It's very important to focus on where we want to go in life. Being careful: if we don't know where we're going, we might not get there!

*Favorite Drink: Dihydrogen Oxide (water!). Coke. Coffee

*Favorite Food:  Spanish/ Italian / Greek / Mexican / Indian

*Favorite Ingredients: Onion. Cheese. Eggs. 

*Favorite Movie: Streets of Fire

*Favorite Tv Serie: Twin Peaks (Fire Walk With Me 4ever!)

*Favorite Song: Sweet Child in time (Deep Purple)

*Favorite Rock Group: Scorpions

*Favorite Pc Game: Duke Nukem / Doom / Quake

*Favorite Words: Serenity / Calm / Peace

*People I admire: Almighty God! My big sis!

*Favorite Season: Winter

*Favorite Holidays: Summer

*Qualities of my ideal partner:

- Makes me laugh, Love me for who i am, Doesn't try to change my beleifs, Makes me smile from the inside out, Makes me feel special. Intelligent, thoughtful, caring, kind, affectionate and a fantastic cook. Fantastic in bed and can make love/shag/fuck hard/soft/slow/fast whatever, having a great staying power and can fuck all night before deciding when to cum, making me cum over and over again all the time, making me wet just by kissing me and his sex drive is just as high as mine because he is just as kinky as me...

*My Description:

When I'm good, I'm really good, but when i'm naughty ... i'm better!

*My Eternal Restlessness:

How to turn Mercenaries into Missionaries? How to turn Warriors into Peace-Makers? How to turn Warlords into Peace-Keepers?

What makes a Knight's armour shine? Why a Knight in shinning armour turns out to be a loser in aluminium foil?

*Dream Vacation:

Me & My H E R O* saving the world! lol

(*About the real identity of my h e r o I consider it classified information. However, under interrogation may be i release his name... do you want to try it? lol)

When I was just a little girl my mom used to tuck me into the bed and she read me a story. It always was about a Princess in distress. And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory. I’d lay in bed thinking about the person that i wanted to be. Then one day i realized the fairy tale life wasn’t for me. I don’t wanna be like Cinderella sittin’ in a dark old dusty cellar, wanting for somebody, to come and set me free, for a prince to come and save me, on a horse of white, unless we’re riding side by side.

Don’t want to depend on no-one else. I’d rather rescue myself.
Someday I’m gonna find that one who wants my soul, heart and mind, not only interested to being my sadistic owner. Who’s not afraid to show that he loves me. Somebody who will understand I’m happy just the way I am. Don’t need nobody taking care of me!
I will be there for him just as strong as he, will be there for me.

When I give myself then it has got to be, an equal thing. Because:

I can slay, my own dragon,
I can dream, my own dreams,
My knight in shining armour is me!
So I’m gonna set me free!

"Any mission, any time, any place"
(SPETSNAZ motto)

*The Art of the Peace:

- Condoms are cheeper than guns  ... Make love not war.

- Being nice to everyone, because they are fighting a battle you know nothing about. 

*The Art of the Seduction:

- In the art of the seduction there's only one rule: Don't fall in love!